It took a long time, but I don't even feel the same way I feel about things anymore. Somethings are more important and some are less important. Like trying to impress someone. Why would I even have to do that if the person likes me for me. I do it because I love certain people, and I'm growing close to some new friends lol. I can now walk away if I feel I have to, instead of taking the attacks on my feelings. I now know I'm very sensitive, and I thank all of my friends for putting up with it. I get very happy from little things like meeting new people, and I get sad over little things easily. Like if a friend is mad at me for something I did. I miss a lot of people a specially Ashley, which I don't really talk to anymore. Still makes me kind of sad but I think its better anyway. Thing is I don't really think she cares to talk to me or not. Thats what made me sad in the first place. I'm glad my buddy Devin is back in my life! Of course she is awesome lol. I hung out with my best friends for the last couple of days. I think I really needed to see them. I'm in a great mood and I love it! I still miss people, but I can be completely happy without them. I tried to keep up with them, but I don't think they want to be kept up with. At least not by me anyway. My sensitivity tends to get on peoples nerves I think. But thats ok, no one should feel obligated to talk to me if they don't want to. As always thank you very much for reading my long freakin journal. Later.